The service was beautiful and very touching. We didn't know anyone there except the immediate family (coworker). I honestly couldn't go up to the casket during the viewing. I feel weak, but I just kept imagining her holding Marley and playing around and trying to feed her fried chicken (which I kindly turned down because Mar was only six months old!) It was a very hard day. There wasn't much speaking between my mother and me the rest of the day. She looked so peaceful in the casket. She was in her military uniform, so mom saluted her (although Mom wasn't in uniform.) It was very hard to see everyone so emotional, when we barely knew her. She definitely was a kind soul who would make anyone feel welcome wherever she was. I could tell that the second I met her.
I don't think I should elaborate on anything further about her death, but I will post resources here, for anyone who needs.
Crisis Text Line
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Veterans Crisis Line
VA Mental Health
The Trevor Project
From the Crisis Text Line:
Our listeners are trained to help individuals work through a wide variety of concerns, including:
- Feeling sad or depressed
- Feeling stressed
- Feeling anxious
- Trouble with a girlfriend or boyfriend
- Questions about pregnancy
- Questions about HIV, AIDS, or other STIs
- Concerns about violence or abuse in relationships
- Thoughts or acts of self-harm or cutting
- Thoughts of suicide
- Being bullied
- Feeling lonely
- Concerns about school or classmates
- Issues with parents, brothers, sisters, or other family members
- Coming out or other questions about LGBTQ
- Thoughts about running away
- Feeling neglected
- Problems with eating, sleeping, or staying healthy
- Problems with alcohol or drugs
- Concerns about the well-being of friends or family members
- The loss of a loved one
- And more
The yellow ribbon is for suicide awareness and the pink was for her favorite color. |
Rest in Peace "Lyric". You're already missed.
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